Slacker

I'm being a slacker with this blog. Life just isn't very exciting right now. It's ESPECIALLY not exciting today, and I'm being a big huge slacker at work. It's totally illegal for me to be on the computer like this (like, illegal with the boss, not the law) but I haven't had a patient come in for over 3 hours and I forgot to bring a book with me today so I am breaking the rules, dangit!

It's gorgeous outside. The sun is taunting me from the glass windows and doors. If I wasn't working, I think I'd go miniature golfing or go to a park to picnic and play on the swings today. I love playground equipment and I'm almost 25 years old. Some things are just timeless, I guess.

People keep bugging me lately about what I'm going to do with my life after I graduate next April. I keep telling them it's still 9 months away and I'll just stress myself out by trying to make plans right now. That's one of the reasons I figured out I was unhappy for so long...because I spent so much time anticipating the future so instead now I'm just enjoying the present, but apparently my family and friends didn't get the memo to just let me enjoy it haha. I appreciate their curiosity and concern, but now I can't turn my brain off and every night before I go to bed I find myself considering different careers, types of companies, and different living situations for next year. I SHOULD just be able to fill my head with images of that hot man Will from So You Think You Can Dance, but no, it's all questions and worries instead. Sigh. Hopefully soon I'll retrain my brain again.

Ok, this has taken a whole 5 minutes to type. Now I just have to find a way to fill FOUR more hours before I can leave work and do something fun with my life!